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Monday, March 30, 2009

 I hate that fucking doctor!  I hate that FUCKING DOCTOR!  I am so upset and I still can’t wrap my mind around what she said.  And now, of course, my back pain has started up again.  Stupid fucking doctor, yeah, make me stop all the shit that was keeping the pain at bay because after all, even though I said what is causing the pain, what the fuck do you care?  Don’t give me pain meds, don’t give me the Rx vitamins and just take me off the meds so that I have to go through the pain AGAIN! And then come running to you to get another fucking prescription.

Well fine!  You want me off prescriptions, then off I go

Maybe with a little luck, the pain will become so extreme and the going off of the depression meds will fuck with my head enough that hopefully it’s push me over the end and I can finally slice through the skin with no problems, with no hesitation, with no tears.  Then maybe at my autopsy, you’ll find out what the fuck has been wrong with me this last decade and a half!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
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