| | It's time to change things up!
I've been lacking in my updates to Xanga. I blame Facebook. But now, with Facebook, I don't feel the anonymity I once had with Xanga, free to say what I want to say without the need to edit or censor myself because what I might say may be too sensitive for some ears. I'd like to come back to Xanga, but it's 2009 and the blog/journal world has opened up into so many more possibilities. I'm not happy in my life right now, but I do remember feeling good when I could write, no matter what I was writing about. It felt wonderful to sit down and type out my feelings for the moment because I knew that in reality, the words and feelings that came pouring out were meant for no one else but me. I knew a few people read my stuff, but you know, I never once had anyone criticize what I said or thought and because of that, I felt at ease to write whatever I wanted too. Now with Facebook, it seems I can't or feel I can't. I don't know.
It's time for a new chapter in life. I need it so badly. And I'm not just talking about a place to write; I'm talking about a whole new life experience needs to come my way. I'm in need of a new atmosphere, a change in scenery. In all honestly, I'd love to leave the US of A and go somewhere, anywhere, to a place where I don't feel like Rebekah from Wisconsin. Ya know?
Oh who am I kidding. I'll live and die in Wisconsin without accomplishing anything. It's written on the stars, I just know it  |
| | Posted 6/24/2009 7:50 PM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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